hmm that feel, that feel why always in my heart i want to erase that feel but i didnt know how to erase it, i try, i remember you, but i kknow the last thing you say is everyone in this world have is own weaknees, maybe right now may weakness is to forget you cause i love you to much but i now that to much is not good, i didnt want to hate you,pathetic i am, lay down and almost not feel anything
didnt know how to loves again, didnt know how to express myself in the other, i forget many things, God damnnit, how fool i am and none realize, because i didnt say anything to my close friend, to my sister, only sad i can feel right now, that feel from 4 months ago, until now on the top and i didnt know how to end this, i just can enjoy that fell, realize all the pain and feel alone,no matter how hard me to try to forget you but its useless, only want thing i want to now, that i am to fool? or i already fall in love to her? be suspicious with the other things and i do not anything worth it, how can it, i am only judge myself to fool fallin to the person like her DAMMIT, i hope God show me the way
tak perlu takut. jika benar sayang, dia yg pergi akan selalu menemukan jalan pulang pada hati yg membuatnya nyaman"
